musings
13 June 2011
Transitions
What I couldn't figure out, though, was how to keep musings equally updated. I dug around to find that forwarding verbatim posts is more commonly known as spam (oops), so my solution will likely be a form of post redirection using screenshots and possible excerpts. I'm not sure if I'll stick to this, and how often I plan on doing this (perhaps weekly recaps?), so everything is malleable.
I'm super excited--hopefully this isn't "feeding my internet addiction," as someone dear to me noted, but rather a fun way to explore a different blogging website and to satisfy my fleeting design wants.
Thus, without further ado, my new blog (pristine at the moment!): packet.
(And let me tell you, it took forever to find a simple and unused one-word url username. Kind of really random.)
See you there! :)
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Psst...do you notice any design changes? I found a really interesting website, stiqr, that allows you to do easy edits. I'd still like to learn how to properly code (my Neopet homepage days are over and my knowledge then was scanty as is), but I think this is just such a great idea! I'm actually not sure if any of the things I added (image/link, especially the font, at the top and a fixed sidebar on the side) work on PCs, as it doesn't appear on my iPhone web browser either, but nonetheless, I'm a huge fan. And all right, that's all I have to say!
12 June 2011
Shabd
while i'm waiting,
11 June 2011
lazy days
Okay, I'm rambling. Anyway, what I wanted to say was that the beach was beautiful, although the water pretty chilly, and that it was such a fun day/evening/half day spent there with some of my senior friends and some random other people, and I finally understand why Americans have this huge beach house-mentality. Because I have caught the same mindset. Must go down there again soon.
However, today was spent clearing up some misunderstandings (number three within the last two days, in fact), being upset about missing outdoor park painting as a result of the third misunderstanding, heading out to a delicious brunch at Hank's (which was also close to the outdoor painting venue, so a good/weird/bad thing), visiting a small organic market close to home for the first time, beating the Elite Four minus the Champion in Pokemon White, taking a nap, making delicious summer rolls for the church Bible study potluck and mooching off the ingredients, eating some more at the potluck, coming home and beating the Champion, finishing uploading/catching up on photo albums for Facebook (I somehow feel incomplete when I'm not caught up. It's strange and slightly OCD, though I'm getting better), uploading a few to Flickr/starting the endless process of editing late uploads, and writing this.
Summer is awesome, to be totally colloquial and brief. I feel like I've been productive since I read and do this photo sorting thing and don't spend all my time online but sometimes watch ABDC episodes to see Chachi dance...but overall, it's been nice. I am slowly giving up on the prospect of a job--anyhow, my summer is actually pretty filled up--and should begin writing an actual to-do list before June slips away.
In the meantime, I love these lazy days.
06 June 2011
bizarre
revert
We'll see, I suppose.
I also just made a chai-strawberry-mango-cherry smoothie, but I always down these things before I take photos. There's a little cup of leftovers in the fridge; perhaps I'll take a shot of that? Or just make a new batch, yum.
Hi, 2am.
04 June 2011
graduated!
Somehow, I made it. And I love this song; lyric irrelevancy aside, it's so uplifting. I just fell asleep and woke up to it :) and now I'm just soaking up the last four years...wow.
03 June 2011
cheese & spinach
Sorry for the iPhone photos--I was going to fetch my DSLR, but was too hungry to make the trip. Excuses, excuses...hopefully I can get better at this! It's so odd, treading in this unknown area of blogging.
favorites
On another note, graduation is tomorrow! And I would be watching the Script tonight, but I promise I'm already over that. I do, however, need to figure out what to do with my hair. And totally irrelevant-but-not-really: I think we're going to get sushi afterwards tomorrow! Real sushi, and not at a buffet (although a Minados trip is mandatory and in the makings). How exciting! :) :) :)
01 June 2011
unregrets
It's sort of killing me since I love the Script as of late, but there will always be other opportunities :).
Meanwhile, today was graduation practice and I have a feeling we are all horribly unprepared, but that's the beauty of it, no? Our class has never been one to over-prepare and winging it seems like the best possible solution. I love the elevens. It's definitely bittersweet saying goodbye. And I'm listening to For the First Time again so it's not helping much.
Also, Spring Retreat went well. We had YLF and something about how Francis Chan says it's appalling to say "you're my favorite speaker" clicked. Our speaker, Thomas Wong, was fantastic, but ultimately, FC is right--all glory to God and how He works despite our shortcomings. Being able to speak with my roommate, the only female filling our post-college adult gap in the church...that was also very eye-opening and quite a nice experience. I'm excited to see how God changes and works in me in college, though that's not to say I get to ignore the present-day situations. But it really does feel like a new start, a reality check.
Anyway, prayer meeting in a few. I'll end here. It seems like a chapter of my life is closing...and it really is.
27 May 2011
dee oh en ee
See that? It's a 77. WHICH IS WHAT I GOT ON MY PHYSICS FINAL!!! You may be thinking--wow, how pathetic! She's so excited about getting a D. BUT LET ME TELL YOU A STORY. IT'S FOURTH MARKING PERIOD SENIOR YEAR >>> WAIT, SENIOR YEAR IS NOW OFFICIALLY OVER...BUT ANYWAY, with a full-blown case of Senioritis and with a calculated, necessary target score of 75, I HAVE BOTH MET AND EXCEEDED MY GOAL!
Who has a B for the year?! Who absolutely CANNOT get rescinded from Cal?!! (Okay I don't want to speak too fast, but this definitely means I am beyond the safe zone! :)) WHO IS SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW?!
Me :).
Bye bye, high school...it was nice knowing you, and I'm sure I'll miss you, but in this moment, I swear I'm infinite. PoBaW reference. You know it.
25 May 2011
gold
Peach/yogurt color + Del Sol sparkles = gold?!
The Del Sol nail polish is actually supposed to apply as silver, but I guess since I haven't used it in so long and it's been two years since I bought it, the original sheen has since faded. It's actually a strange greenish color, but when dried, turns pretty :).
Probably going to take today or tomorrow's 365 focused on my nails, hehe.
fact #12
What a wonderful thought.
Also, I borrowed Tale of Two Cities and Great Expectations today. Look how my reading choices have matured! Although, to be honest, GE was included in TTC, and I probably won't read it this time around, so...
24 May 2011
lethargy
1) Waking up at 10am
2) Eating omelette brunch with my mom
3) Re-starting Alice in Wonderland in French
4) Reading myself to sleep...then waking up at 2pm
5) Eating chai ice cream and looking up rain shoes/Berkeley weather
6) Going to a foot doctor and treating that thing that's been on my foot for a year+
7) Reading some more
8) Playing Pokemon while observing the bao zi-making process
9) Dinner
10) Flickr-ing
11) Blogging :)
Probably going to head out with my mom to drop of some bao zi at Pastor Wu's house? I've slept so much today (and blown my nose too much) and this blanket of drowsiness keeps weighing me down, so I want to go outside. Must start studying physics for Friday, too...it feels like summer!
routine
I swapped the pink color scheme for a green one...I'd like to learn and re-learn what I used to know about coding and someday make my own layout. Maybe even from scratch?
Now that school's done, I'm going to start cooking. Hopefully I'll document what chemical reactions occur on this page. I was thinking while catching up on one of my many overly-neglected Bloglovin' subs, that if I ever study abroad, I want to fully document it with photo and text. I'm thankful that this online journaling comes fairly naturally to me at this point. May it be useful in the future!
Sleep.
23 May 2011
fact #11
Waiting for the day FB gets outdated and I proceed to re-upload everything to the next big social networking system...except at this rate, I don't think it'll ever happen (I hope. Too much life already invested in Zuckerberg).
Wheee.
last official day...
21 May 2011
fact #10
19 May 2011
fact #9
18 May 2011
fact #7
do something each day that makes you uncomfortable
I'm flat and sharp simultaneously (is that even possible) and the vocal range of this song is a strain, especially when sitting. But God loves me so it's all good! :)
Going to sleep now.
17 May 2011
the only context that i will ever swear in.
I might get rescinded. How did I not spot this error two marking periods ago...?!
I'm sick to my stomach. Literally. I feel like I'm going to keel over and puke my guts out. This cannot happen. I don't know how it happened. Why the hell would a school switch to a new online grades host website that gives inaccurate cumulative grades--couldn't you at least make an announcement telling us that they're wrong? Why would I bother hand-calculating my grades for the whole year when I am blatantly presented with the option of letting a computer system do it for me? How would I have detected the error in that?
Matthew 11:28. You will give me rest. I know that. You already cleared open this path for me, one that I never imagined I could and would take. And I know that You give and take away...but please. Bring me through this. I am humbled. I really am. I know I don't deserve such a prestigious school, but I absolutely cannot fathom what just happened. Why. WHY.
15 May 2011
14 May 2011
fact #4
Right now, I'm wrapped up in The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Not sure how I haven't read this before--it was always on my book list--but I'm almost done (already). Had to drag myself away to elongate it. But then that pushes me to start imagining the scenes and over-thinking it again...
fact #3
Poo.
11 May 2011
fact #2
Two:
In the summertime, I sleep perpendicular to my bed, with feet and arms dangling off. It probably has something to do with skin not touching bed = less heat, but anyway, I'm so ready to slip back into that routine!
Going to eat lunch now (but it's so earlyyyy), and then AP Statistics. I am so ready to be done with all this testing; the chances of me doing very well? Well, let's look at the expected values and compare them to the sample...
10 May 2011
fact #1
The sounds of construction soothes me. It's like white noise; I can fall asleep within a moment's notice when I hear it. This is probably because I tend to sleep in cars and doze off to the drone of tires against pavement...but anyway, it's become very applicable to me recently, as the road outside my house is undergoing renovations in the evening. Something about the blinding night lights (my room window conveniently just faces the wrong angle to be hit by it. Thankfully. I don't know how my neighbors deal...) and mundane-turned-magical quality of the dust rising from the earth makes me feel at ease. It helps that I'm not waiting in an endless queue in the midday sun, sneezing/eyes watering because of the dirt particles, else this would likely be a complaining post.
Back to Statistics. I think if I had invested more time this past weekend, I would definitely ace the AP. However, as this isn't true, I will just have to deal with a few hours of cramming! Good thing it's an afternoon test. Good thing I can't really get credit at Cal for passing this. Bad thing I'm required and had to pay $80 to take it...blah.
09 May 2011
the tide is turning
Hello! :)
I'm presently studying ("studying") for my AP French exam, which is in approximately 24 hours. Scary, but I find myself a lot calmer than I would expect. To be truthful, I didn't plan on studying at all, but was sort of peer-pressured into it--though not a bad thing, I suppose. I should, however, start reviewing for AP Stat, which is my last test, since I know I'm not going to do well. I have no idea how to do anything and haven't practiced in two weeks. Bah.
Nevertheless I'm in this oddly light mood. It probably has to do with the fact that I'm almost done all my APs and especially because the intense stress that revolved around AP Studio Art has finally dwindled and this truly marks the end of the school year. The end of my K-12 educational career. The end of an era.
Not sure what's going to happen over the summer...must finish applying to jobs...but I'm so excited. Nothing ever turns out as planned, as I've well come to acknowledging while trying to make plans for the next few months ever since September rolled around, but God has and always will provide.
This is such a random amalgamation of thoughts, but really, I'm just super excited to be done with French tomorrow and then study my butt off in a last-minute cram for Stat and then just leave the rest to God and the AP curve, heh...either way everything will turn out straight dandy and I know my syntax and diction do not match up whatsoever at this point, but it's just this strange feeling, not formally being in school for so long. Things are really ending. I just can't believe it.
I'll hopefully be back with more coherence soon. And another interjection: I'm fond of the "new" Blogger editor. And not having a protective guard over my MBP's keyboard. Even though that's dangerous and temporary, since I have to wash/clean the protector...but anyway.
Back to work! Going to do another multiple choice section or two and then pack up for the evening. I was thinking of starting Stat, but I mean, an extra half hour isn't going to really change anything, right?
More later,
M :)
07 May 2011
02 May 2011
New!
I also finally updated the posting system. Haven't been behind the times or anything.
Besides blogging news and Bin Laden dead, AP week has struck and I'm scared out of my mind. I did manage to photograph all of my art pieces in the school gallery today, though there's a lot of actual creating to be done...along with ripping some of my canvases off of their frames. Sad day :(.
Nonetheless, I want to take a nap, so nap it is!
RĂ©ussir
Pourquoi l'aide? À vrai dire, je me trouve la plus heureuse quand j'ai fait quelque chose pour une autre personne. Il y a plusieurs modes d'être content, mais après 17 ans de regarder moi-même quand j'avais reçu les cadeaux dont "J'ai besoin!", c'est vrai que la joie que l'on possède en les choses matières ne vivaient guère assez loin que leur dâte d'expiration. Mais quand j'ai l'opportunité de jouer la musique à l'église pour les programmes qui doivent avoir le louer au Dieu ou quand je peux enseigner les môts de français à mes ami qui iront au Burkina Faso l'été prochaine ou quand je fais partie d'une équipe de volontaire qui bâtit les maisons destruites chaque année, je trouve une joie en connaissant que ce que j'ai fait à un moyen qui on peut tenir plus longtemps que la chemise que j'ai achetée le mois passé. Alors, les petites choses marchent assez bien si non plus--en gardant un place dans un queue pour un étranger qui a oublié de prendre son yaourt préféré ou en tenant les ports trop lourd à mon école pour l'étudiant derrière à moi…tout chose peut avoir un bon effet sur l'un l'autre.
Dans une monde ou la guerre est toujours une possibilité, les adolescents grandissent et veulent être plus "mûrs" que qu'est-ce que c'est approprié, et ou la vitesse de la vie quotidienne alléché n'importe qui, il est important d'essayer de préserver la molarité sous la humanité: l'espoir que les personnes sont, en réalité, gentilles dans le coeur. Et pour aider ce cause…ça, pour moi; ça c'est de réussir.
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