Last night a few of us stayed up until 2am talking about colleges and the process and SATs and stuff of the sort. I'm comfortable talking about it since I've spent 5+ years of my life consumed by it (thank you, big brother), but it freaks me out to no end. I'm better about the whole thing than I used to be, since I've accepted that I'll have fun wherever I end up, but I still want to do my best...I'm honestly really jealous of one of my friends; she took a year of leave for medical reasons and got a re-do of her sophomore year. Though it may not be ethical to be jealous since I know that that time was extremely difficult for her--the things I would do to restart high school, even if that meant giving up two years of my life...Wow.
Anyway school starts in a few, and it's time to make sure my reinventions really kick in. I think I can get through with this. I'm excited to showcase these changes in myself :)
ah :) you have plenty of time to prepare! you're still young ^_^ hehe
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